I’ve been intrigued by Jacquard loom woven textiles that are getting easier to make on-demand. The design is woven into the stitches instead of printed onto fabric! I bought a cool scarf from the A MAZE Berlin festival this year, which might have been made by German company wildemasche.com.
They have an online creator and no minimum order size, so of course I was instantly hooked.
Automated knitting has been around since the dawn of the industrial revolution (and lead to the first computers!), but only now is it automated enough to let us consumers easily design our own knitted fabric.
Yes, you too can create a singularly unique ugly Christmas sweater. Or you can buy the Exocolonist-themed one I designed!
Chunky knit sweater with acrylic yarn. I don’t think we’ll sell any of these officially, but you can order it directly from the manufacturers here (size chart):
These are made on demand. I suggest you get a size up to go for that loose and bulky look.
Another option: fine knit sweater with cotton yarn.
These are tighter knit with thinner yarn so there are less visible stitches (2 stitches per pixel). These look less like a hand knit sweater and won’t keep you as warm. They’re thinner and softer, fancier and more expensive (Compare):
Wildemasche also makes Beanies, Football Scarves, and bolts of custom-knit fabric you could sew into whatever. My Exo design doesn’t tile easily since every row has a different tile width, but here is the raw file if you want to modify it.
You could also conceivably knit this pattern by hand!
You can drop any image in the Wildemasche creator to start designing, but if you want to do a traditional stitch sweater, here’s what I did:
pick yarn colors first (4 max, limited selection)
pick size: size S acrylic is 226×242 pixels and XXL fine-cotton is 347×324, I don’t know the others but I used 300×300 with a gutter at top and bottom which worked for most
August has been Vertumnalia fest on the Finji Discord, featuring a talent showcase of fanart, fiction and food, and culminating in a live art stream and developer Q&A today (August 25th) at noon PT!
It’s been a year since I Was a Teenage Exocolonist launched, and just over six years since I started working on it. We’re doing a Q&A soon but to be honest, I couldn’t remember answers to questions like “how did you come up with the characters”. However, thanks to the magic of version control, I can travel back in time to August 2017 and read through my original design document to see what the heck I was thinking.
Some of the answers may surprise you. Maybe even upset you!
Themes: Kids should think about the future before they are adults. Politics matter. Colonialism sucks. Parents aren’t always right – distrust authority.
Like an explorer sifting through the glass sands of the Western Wresting Ridge for remnants of a previous civilization, I skimmed through 60 pages of notes, scraps, rants and ideas, trying to remember how it all began. Here’s what I found.
Destined to love
Early character design – spoilers incoming!
It seems the central dateable Strato characters were invented all at once one day, after listing possible skills and jobs. I named them as if they were archetype classes from Rebuild 3: “the fighter”, “the scientist”, “the politician”. Some things changed, but so much stayed the same.
The fighter, energetic and normal. Red haired freckled woman does what’s told, seems to dislike female gender norms. If you don’t date her, she’ll get an overbearing boyfriend. He’s a rival. Energetic and excitable when she has a task, doesn’t care much about pro or anti alien politics…? Or maybe dislikes aliens only because they’ve killed her friends and she wants revenge.
The scientist, jaded woman wants to help cure earth problems, thinks bigger than the rest but always too busy working on it, can help her cure earth at the cost of this planet. Hard to date because busy. No rival. Long blonde hair held back in a ponytail, Asian features. Future person. Would probably would throw aliens under the bus to help earth.
The explorer, dreamer man hates people and secretly loves aliens. Leaves the camp a lot, befriend for alternate (non skill) way to meet and get in good with aliens. Sometimes depressed. Dates secret alien if you don’t date him. Dark short hair, sad pale face.
The politician, woman hates aliens misses earth. But earth is dead to her and she wants to recreate it only better. Dates the head construction team guy then dumps him for the head gatherer, then dumps him for another politician if you don’t date her. She’s confident and sexy and likes to sex. Straight dark brown hair, dark skin.
The farmer, manly worker, idealist man likes aliens and alien plants but frustrated by tech and politics and war, just wants to work hard and live happily in peace and compromise. Dates a kind of dumb girl if you don’t date him. Dad figure. Curly brown hair and brown skin. Might be religious, Muslim?
The mysterious alien man who is really no/all genders. Hangs with explorer and may date if you don’t date either one. Important part of the good ending, though in many runs you will never meet him because it’s a secret. Aliens are alien looking but this one appears as a tall lanky pale man with long black hair which maybe isn’t really hair. He’s trying to look human, like the explorer specifically.
All can fall in love with you regardless of gender.
(Cleaned up a teeny bit.) I wrote that hastily, and possibly late at night or on my phone, and you might be able to guess who all those characters became (including the “kind of dumb girl”, I’m sorry). Obviously they all got far more fleshed out over the next five years, especially once co-writer Lindsay joined the team.
Using archetypes for the different directions the player’s own life could go in was a good decision, but I came to regret defining their race/appearance so quickly and relying on tropes (vengeful soldier, cold scientist, simple farmer). We appreciate our sensitivity readers for helping us identify these early issues, and inspiring us to dig deeper into each character and bring forward what made them unique.
Dys’ theme song is Smith’s How Soon is Now.
If you date Mars, you do a lot of making out while you should be working.
I’m surprised I was thinking about romance this early! There’s also a longer description of Marz’s love life, and yes the people mentioned above became Rex, Utopia and Lum. We removed teens having crushes on or dating young adults for legal/bizdev/yuck reasons, and they barely even consider the existence of sex before age 17, as unrealistic as that may be.
We all agree not to think about Sym’s actual age (20,000 years give or take?).
What if aliens aren’t biological, they are data? an indigenous culture, or an ancient weapon? both?
Another treasure trove of old design notes was my original spreadsheet of characters, places, skills, jobs, events, and endings. There were many more adult characters circa November 2017:
Some of them are still mentioned in passing during events, but were never given art. Most were cut so we could focus on the teen characters, plus one adult council member for each department.
The player’s sister Vestibule and several younger kids were cut when we steered the game away from a Handmaid’s Tale-esque story involving forced childbearing to populate the new planet. It was too heavy, and it was more fun to instead try to make gender (and race, and sexuality) as inconsequential as possible in the utopian world of Vertumna.
Gameplay changes from early prototypes
really seems like it needs a minigame where you run around the jungle finding stuff. or maybe the whole thing needs to be like harvest moon style. how hard is that really….
I found notes outlining the main plot of the game, which didn’t change as much as I thought, but originally you were going to move to a new colony every year and design it yourself as part of a base-building feature. There was also a farming mechanic, colony defense minigame, and a lot more contact with Earth. Most of this was cut to focus on the narrative and characters.
Running around on 3d maps almost got cut from the game too, and it was a difficult decision to keep since it added over a year of development time. But it feels so good to walk around and feel Vertumna surrounding you! And it helps to set Exocolonist apart from other visual novels.
The card game was a late addition, and it took years to settle on a design for it. Ironically, it seems I had the seed of the idea back in 2017 but dismissed it as silly and forgot all about it:
incorporate poker, yatzhee type stuff?
this is getting VERY random…
There was so, so, so much more in there, many other random ideas and notes that only I could understand. Gradually, over years, I edited and pared this document down to only things that would go into the game.
Naming I Was a Teenage Exocolonist
Colin tells me we were on a hike with our friend Justin when I finally decided on the name I Was a Teenage Exocolonist.
The prototype codename was Princess of Mars, after the 1912 Edgar Rice Burroughs book I’ve never read, but which has inspired everything from Indiana Jones to Avatar. Initially the vibe for Exo was going to be more swashbuckling and pulp and a little less trauma. Also “Princess” for “Princess Maker” which was a major inspiration.
I’ll leave you now with a section of the original doc regarding names:
Long name like Voices of a Distant Star
or Nausicaa and the Valley of the Wind
maybe a phrase like Thomas was Alone or She dreamt in neon
should have some word like Child or Youth in it?
coming of age
what sprouts from alien soil
emerging from our chrysalises
i was a teenage exocolonist
same old problems on a whole new planet
growing up on Vertumna-82d
ten earth years on Vertumna
a decade on Vertumna
the stuffed up mouse who couldn’t see the stars
beyond the horizon
beyond the heliosphere
in the twinkling of a binary star
children of earth colony Vertumna
colonization of a new world
children of a new world
children of a distant planet
children of the planet Vertumna
Growing up on Vertumna
My life on the planet Vertumna
Your life on the planet Vertumna
Life as a child of the planet Vertumna
where the trees breathe
growing up exocolonist
my life as an exocolonist on the planet Vertumna
Life on Vertumna
Vertumna: Earth’s first exocolony
How we came to Vertumna
we came to settle Vertumna
what happened at Vertumna colony
we didn’t mean for this to happen
it wasn’t supposed to be this way
how we escaped the earth
we came to find a home
on the soil of this planet
face down in the alien mud
Would you like a real-life squeezable Cal? A huggable squiggly Vriki? We’re still in the early planning phases but we’d like to bring an Exocolonist character into the world as a stuffed toy.
The burning question is… which one??
Don’t think of this as a “which is your favorite Exo character” quiz; think of it as “who would look coolest as a teddy bear version of themselves” or maybe “what would I be the least embarrassed to put on my bedroom shelves”?
If you’ve seen me in the last year, I was probably wearing some sort of Exocolonist merch.
Between finishing Exocolonist and waiting for it to come out, I entertained myself by making basically an entire wardrobe of test pieces. They didn’t all work out… well honestly most did not! One of them is currently for sale in the Official Finji Store, which is the limited edition Hawaiian shirt Mei designed. Colin and I both love the pink version:
Another merch item I was keen to make was a real, in-your-hands, physical card game. I imagined we’d use these as business cards and give them out at events like PAX, with the idea that if you collected enough you could play a micro-game to try to make the highest-scoring hand just like in Exocolonist.
They have the same names and art as in the game and feature some of our amazing 100 card artists, but I had to tweak the values and rules a little to be playable on a tabletop.
It was worth doing, because dang, this little game turned out to be fun! Colin and I took prototypes to events so we could playtest it with friends. The rules are simpler than the actual game, because adding up a lot of little numbers is more easily done by a computer than in your head. Instead, you need to arrange five cards from your hand of seven to earn bonuses from a list. For example a pair is worth ⭐, or having all cards of the same color is worth ⭐⭐.
You win if you can get three stars, which is almost always possible, but sometimes pretty hard. We play a multiplayer variant where we both draw a hand and try to find the best score, then swap and see if we can find a better one.
It’s 52 beautiful cards in an adorable little tin box, available made-on-demand at The Game Crafter.
“Secret” Unreleased Merch
Now I’ll let you in on a secret! Once the Hawaiian shirts sell out, if you’re still desperate to get your hands on one, you may still be able to get one printed on demand from the source at ArtsCow. Some of my unshipped experiments are in there too!
I also have a couple designs up on HugePOD, another place that offers on demand all-over prints. These shops print the art onto flat fabric first, then cut and sew like they normally would. It’s a neat process that means they can have hundreds of styles to choose from, although they do take extra time to ship because they have to make them after you order.
Though most of these designs will never go beyond my own wardrobe, it was so much fun to do. Let me tell you, it’s a bit addictive (and way easier than you’d think) to design your own clothes!
Earlier we had the honor to be nominated for Best Storytelling in the 2022 Golden Joystick Awards, Games For Impact at The Game Awards (their most misguided category according to Kotaku), Best Playstation Game of the Year in the PLAY Magazine Awards. Back in 2020 I Was a Teenage Exocolonist won the IndieCade award for Procedural Design. And honestly? I’m cool with our nomination for “most pretentious indie game” in 4chan’s Vidya Gaem awards. That’s how you know you’ve really made it.
Since I am linking links, Northway Games has been in the IGF before: Incredipede for Visual Art in 2013, and Fantastic Contraption VR for Nuovo in 2016, and Deep Under the Sky had an honorable mention for Audio in 2015. But this is the first time one of my games has made it, and I am on cloud nine!